Time for some huge changes in my life. Second job = less time to fuck off. Now I need to focus on myself, my music, and my money. I can’t continue to live this way or I’m not gonna be where I should be.
Like, you don’t actually love them and you know you don’t, but you know you could. You realise that you could easily fall in love with them. It’s almost like the bud of a flower, ready to blossom but it’s just not quite there yet. And you like them a lot, you really do. You think about them often, but you don’t love them. You could, though. You know you could."